shock news!!! xD

dear god,

OH MY GOODNESS!!!!! I DNT KNEW THERE'S ACTUALLY A LA CAMPANELLA VIOLIN VERSION!!!!!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!!! xDDD i'm so speechless now!!!!! xD wow man wow!

老人就是酱的啦～！

dear god,

walao.. right now i'm suffering from a shoulder pain, left hand pain, and backache!! xD sighhh.. 老人就是酱的啦～！(old people memang like that de la) sighh.. i think i hurt my back when i push back to motocycle with yuen yin yesterday, as for my left hand.. must be the violin xD and lastly for my shoulder... acts tv lo... :D ahahaha.. so nice nia.. maybe i will be bringing a tongkak to school tomorow xD

sheng forget to bring my birthday present.. and i thought i could make it in time to tell him not to buy since i dnt buy anything for him for his birthday, paiseh nia.. :D but i was too late, he message me first nia.. :O soo i told him bout it and he decided to give the present as a good luck charm for PMR xD hmm.. so now we're kinda even.. xD i gave him a folded straw star and he gave me a new file and a key chain. LOL.. how nice (:

okay.. that's all (:

♥ シアンネ

i'm finally 15 :D

dear god,

first of all, i wanna thank those who wished me happy birthday in school, facebook, and the midnight smses :D thank you all! and thanks en yee, yuen yin and ee von for giving me such lovely present :D specially thaanks to en yee and yuen yin for helping me complete my collection of BUNNIES!! :D

en yee who gaved me the black rabbit in the centre and the white rabbit on the most left.. :D and yuen yin who gave me a rabbit pillow, which she requested me to use it during exams.. xD ahaha :D ee von is giving me a dvd of the tvb show named "under the canopy of love (天幕下的恋人)"

TEEHEE~!! thanks Ee Von :D anyway, i'm currently addicted to star ocean

and.......................................

SPIRITED AWAY :DDD i'm currently in love to song call "one summer day" listen to it in my blog :D is NICE :D TEEHEE (:

AHH!!! i'm THIS close to get A in my english wei!! D: 2 marks man!! 2 marks!!! D: walao..! oh yeaaah.. and today some interesting event happened.. after i had my lunch with en yee and yuen yin, i take a ride home with yuen yin's motobike. and this interesting that happened was... half way to my house no fuel jor xD so we decided to push the motobike back to yuen yin's shop and get money to pay the fuel oil. i tell you!! is was so shameful yet enjoyable!! :D wow, my 1st time experiencing a motobike sei fo half way and need to push it back!! :D WOW OH WOW! :D

anyway, i think that's all for the day! oh i piggy back en yee today! :D it was fun.. ahaha.. okay la.. chao! :D

♥ シアンネ

26 sept 2009

dear god,

wheewww.. just came back from ACTS TV makan makan.. (: had fun there nia.. :D though i dnt get any picture.. i was L-A-Z-Y xD and kinda busy eating MEAT BALLS :DD went ikea to eat meat ball this time.. :D too bad that our boss_Alvin Keng couldn't get to join us because he was TOO busy with AYA stuff in the AYA office..

anyway.. i work on something today..

it toke me the whole day to finish it (:i have no idea does it work at here anot though.. is animation of my character.. IS A CHARACTER CHART :D anyway, if you cant check it out at here.. do check at my deviantART account

http://kira-underworld.deviantart.com/art/saigo-no-yume-character-chart-138292898

anyways.. gotta go.. tomorow will be serving for the morning services.. CAM 2 AGAIN.. xD i think my birthday present on monday is a pain of a neck.. :D MAN I LOVE MY JOB :D okay.. chao!

♥ シアンネ

ahhh... i know the pose share alike from star ocean!! D: but please don't sue this poor little secondary girl! i just couldn't find a pose to draw yet.. this is just a practice!! so please don sue this little girl! >_<""

♥ シアンネ

just came back from kedah

dear god,

wheww.. i just back from kedah.. went there to attend cousin's wedding nia.. wossh! me and my cousins were really crazy xD all like sot ppl only :D but it was fun.. too bad i dnt get any pictures, me 2 phones went dead on me, worst is i forget to bring my charger! so before they actually went dead, smsed with wei ji with the 1st phone that went dead on me. (: so yeaaah.. sms until dead jor. :D

anyway, i'm currently into star ocean man!! :D

gaaah~!! i wanna replay the game but i couldn't find the disc anymore.. O: hmm wonder where could i buy the disc.. O:

my new deviantART ID (:

dear god,

TEEHEE~!! i've finally made a new ID :D yay me!! (: my japanese isn't that good, so do please see my side of view.. :D although is not so good, but i'm learning now from wikipedia. TEEHEE~!! i shall do my best x)

i dnt go church today.. mom and dad couldn't fetch me.. brother went for the most earliest service.. so yeaaaaaaaahhh.. O: but i think is also good for me since i want to work on another master piece.. (: TEEEHEE :B

my artwork サイゴのユメ is now in chapitre 5. though i feel like redo the chapitre 1 and 2.. is kinda crapy.. don't you think? but i just somehow couldn't think of a new start.. so i shall just continue.. ohh right now i'm kinda stuck at 1 page... O: i'm wondering how to draw the part when weng kian and chiyuuki explain everything to weng ming. i kinda had problem drawing that page.. mann, i need the holy spirit to guide me! oh holy spirit please guide me on how should i draw the next page.. O:

anyway, i'm quite proud of drawing until this far.. (: after explaining, weng ming and the gang will be heading to next world!! :D man!! i cant wait to draw that world! SERIOUSLY! (: TEEHEE~!! ^^

okay.. that's for now. :D byebye

♥ シアンネ (:

18 sept 2009

掌纹

曹格

在我的手心你落下的眼泪很冰

晶莹的泪滴轻轻滑过我的一生

春去春又回我走过的孤独很黑

难忘那一刻你走进生命的瞬间

我不信命我信爱情是没有理由

悲欢的注定在我的掌纹中你在那里

如此的清晰没有输赢你是我的命

春去春又回我走过的孤独很黑

难忘那一刻你走进生命的瞬间

我不信命我信爱情是没有理由

悲欢的注定在我的掌纹中你在那里

如此的清晰没有输赢你是我的命

我不信命

我信命中你给的每个考验和奇迹

在我的掌纹中安身立命是否愿意

张开手你回应

我不信命我不信命我只信你

dear god,

gou li, this song means alot to me (: LOVE LOVE LOVE this song very much!! ^-^ anyway, this is the opening song for the show i'm currently chasing now - 春去春又回 ( Back Of The Last Spring )

well, most of the teens might think is an old folk show, but I think is nice! (: and thanks to Wye Yan, or I wouldn't get a chance to know this show :D anyway, i've learn something valueable, and I think is God answer for my question for this past few weeks. wont be speaking it out here though :D find out yourself if you wanna know the major details (: TEEHEE! :B

this day i've been drawing for while.. :D my recent piece

the line art and coloured version (: oopsy! i found out i havent sign my signature yet! :D i shall do it now.. ahaha... okay is late now.. :D shall call a day! good night everyone! (:

the tv series i'm currently chasing. (:

deart god,

just to update you all that i'm currently chasing this show..

1st

春去春又回

2nd 家好月圆

oh my show had started bye!

2nd trials on the run

dear god,

second trial is on the run now.. will be having my 4th day of exam, which is gonna be sejarah and math.. wow! O: 23 more days and than is the actual PMR! :/ for some strange reason i'm not as worried as i thought i would be. somehow i felt the presense of god is going to bring me through this exam! Amen (:

anyway, i need to go now.. need some good night rest to prepare tomorow exam! :D TEEHEE~!! that's all. (:

cant online this few days

dear god,

wow.. cant online this pass few days.. something wrong with the line i guess.. O: anyway, this week was quite an okay week to me.. despite exams... ahaha xD hmm let see... on tuesday after school, i used my pinky to say goodbye to some friends, due to listening to phone and hand are so busy with stuff xD wasn't really a good idea.. is rather more stupid. xD on wednesday, en yee really za me gou gou li... after school, saw sheng and peng.. this en yee a... go ask sheng,

" sheng... why you got so many pimples a? iszit because you mature liao and than peng still tao geh (childish)? "

LOL.. if you were there, you would see how sheng and peng react xD word just cant describe the random-ness.. :D hmmm.... let's see... oh on wednesday went to pyramid after school.. xD bought this necklace.. it cost me 80 bucks O: TEEHEE xD

let's see.. thursday i don't think anything happen though... oh right! exam! LOL... xD friday... ahaha.. :D a good day for me.. english exam was piece of cake! than after school walk by home and came back to school and have lunch with bunch of friends.. after went back to school, meet weng chun there.. xD he don't allow me to go home nia, he asked me to teman him until he go tuition, so since i'm not doing any particular thing, so what the heck, teman only la.. xD

teman him half way, saw sheng and peng nia.. then at there talk talk lo.. what else? don't feel like going through into the minor details.. :D ahaha.. that's all.. byebye

friday. 4.09.2009

dear god,

fweeeuuu.. what a tiring week it was..
yaaawn.. though now i'm tired, just came back from teens homes.. wow, japanese night. xD hmm can say half japanese half malaysia la.. xD not so japanese and no so malaysian either.. :D normal la.. was incharge of birthday today.. so went out 14 buy cake nia. cost me 30 bucks. after that i need to run back to 19 to buy another cake for siaw fen which she requested to help her buy for david. LOL...

than after that, ee von used my phone to call peng.
quite funny la their conversation.. haha :D

anyway, i best be off.. tomorow need wake up early in the morning and go school play volleyball with ee von. i hope she wont over slept like today morning.. xD ahaha.. her first word from me at today was..... GOU LI A NI!!!!!! xD hahaha

okay la... that will be all for now. good night ;)

betrayers..

dear god,

how's it feel like to be betray..? I'd been betray once.. and now.. is the second time someone had betrayed me. ): but that doesn't matter to me.. wat done is done.. is not like i could travel in time and change back everything.. sighh.. how i hope they would just believe in me but not, how i hope they should just asked me about the truth but not, they rather find the truth by themself through this blog.

dont worry, i wouldn't change my blog.. nevertheless, i have passion with this blog.. is been almost 2 years since i'm using this blog, no feeling also is a lie la. this blog had been with me throughtout the whole year.. every details of my life i would use my bared hands to type it down here.. happiness, retardedness, sadness, boredom, even the one i most truly care about.. i would shared it in this blog... so no matter what, i'm not regret bout it.. no point for me to put private blog or change link.

if i put my blog as a private blog, what for i put it on the intenet? is such a wastage.. if is like that, i rather buy a diary and write, so no one would know my life. on another hand, no point for me to change my link, cause what's have been seen is already seen. that's why i'd no regret on this. i don't care what the outsiders say.. i only want to know why does my close friend, gotta curious me bout such thing and go find a answer by themself and never think of asking me.. worst is after finding answer, go gossip pulak... until alot of ppl knew bout this.

sighhh... if only 1 of my friend dnt told me.. i had no idea how much people is actually talking behind my back.. i feel sorry that i had cause that person so much trouble.. i'm sincerely sorry, somehow, i will find a way to fix back all this.. and thanks ee von, yuen yin, en yee, girl girl, for being a good helper.. (: appreciated it much much! especially ee von and yuen yin for making a big sacrifice to help me on this.. thanks both of you. i own you 2 one! (: